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tubuh meregang .. melemas .. mengatur nafas
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udara dari paru-paru terpompa mengiringi organ kebidanan dalam perut yang terus konstraksi
jalur-jalur hormon menyapu dari hipothalamus menuju seluruh jaringan organ tubuh yang berisi seonggok nafas baru yang akan hadir
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deras jalur hormon memacu tulang pelvis membuka
memberi jalan bagi sang tamu agar bebas melewati halangan
perlahan seluruh bagian tubuh tamu melewati jaringnya
perlahan selang alami dari perut bawahnya menegang
menegang
mencapai batas kekuatan
putus
lepas jalur batin
sang tamu berada diluar tubuhku
bentuk mirip dengan diriku
lebih kecil
lemah
basah
dan hanya mampu menangis kecil
tubuh sang tamu aku dekati, aku rasakan uap hangat dari tubuhnya
lidahku tak kuasa menahan
untuk menjilati
cairan basah itu aku jilati
bulu-bulu halus yang semakin mengering mulai tampak
aliran darahnya mulai mengisi lancar seluruh jaringannya
kepalanya mulai terdongak
mulutnya mulai membuka
dan suara itu ...
mengisi alam yang perkasa
generasiku telah ada
sang tamu itu membawa pesan keterusan sebuah hikmah
aku menatapnya bangga
aku merasakan keletihan yang tiada sebanding dengan kepasrahan atas berkah-Nya
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